~The13thApostle

It's name is Capoeira.

Some of you might not know what this is. It's an artistic fighting/dance. It's in some aspects a game but was developed by I think the Brazilians as a fighting style hidden in dance.

The rythem and timing of some of the moves you can do is simply mind boggling. I discovered it at a demonstration at a fair a little while back and then on a T.V special. When I started to read about it I became engulfed in it. Even the music done to this fight/dance is very....artistic. If you have time I suggest looking into it....not as a hobby but just read up on it, it's very cultural rich. And if you want to try it, I have been and it's pretty fun.....but now I need to find and instructor to learn it properly.......


Wish me luck, and maybe if I'm lucky I'll get my G/F to photo me doing some moves next weekend.

So I'm sitting here in a computer room full of people and you wanna know what's funny? No one is talking, a room so full of people and yet the tap tap tap of keys is all you hear. Is it so possible that in this day and age you can be sitting next to a beautiful woman in a computer room and say nothing? One would think not, yet as I sit here I observe one man sitting beside a rather good looking woman.....and he says nothing.... I almost wanna laugh my ass off.

Yet I won't. For unlike most people these days I choose less interaction with others. In these days we are so involved with our jobs, and our goals that we never return to the person that matters the most....Matters, not means. When you block out yourself you slowly die......maybe not physically but mentally.

And the people around me? They're just busy doing thier homework.....

I find myself constantly leaving the world behind when changes take place in my life. It could be a number of reasons why I fade from exsistance....But you say, how is it possible for you to fade away? HELLO! We're talking about the part or should I say version of me that is what everyone loves so much about me. The wacky, insane, crazy, super terrific, so spaciffic, ultra fantastic Mr. Z, heh almost thought I'd say Mr. E or some shit huh?


In all seriousness I became someone I felt I was suppose to be a little while back....all serious and determined and well.....the hell with that. That ain't me, not in one small tiny aspect. I'm the laid back, have fun with, goto guy that does what he wants and has fun......


And I'm here to stay!